The best of Wonder Girls! =) . I used to listen to this like 24 hours a day man... (awu bah, exaggeration bah! ....... atu pun.. eheh). And now that she's gone, I miss it and also ofcourse the person who promoted it :PPP .. And I still love the MV. Very sophisticated. The dance moves are like super WOW.

I have no mood to get myself updated with KMusic anymore. Actually, I hardly ever did~ it was my roommate who got me the songs. And they were all relaxing... One of my ingredients to good sessions of studying. Sadly... I just can't have that sort of thing anymore :( . But we'll see that in one month time.... right ;) .

Ps. YANG CALINYA VIDEO ANI, RIGHT WHEN si JYP WAS BERIA-ING, ada tedangar bunyi tainya keluar!! mahal tu aahh hahahaha! now that's something!

Nokia Nokiaaa~

the newest NOKIA PC SUITE is DAMMNNN neat!! Seee kaann~ Nokia is cool bah! Jaantah kan bali those other kinds bah.. I tried to convince the whole class back in KL... but ofcourse...... none listened to my so-called bull crap... which it hardly is, man. hehe. but stillll~ to those who are willing to listen! nokia atu bagus baahh! well erm.. i dont have major points to back me up :P but tapi kan.... you know... you can survive with it bah and it's all good for you (lau radiation, sama tah jua pulang nda baiknya hahahaha). Anyways, Ceramah will be continued... err... soon. Hehehe.

So, kan~ why I'm complimenting its neatness is that .. I finally got to upload my 4 months pictures that have been bangasing in zees phone of mine. And off courshe, ada foto2 yg mashih ku fakai brashes (talking in braces mode :P). Ehehe, Hmm.. And yes, I'm too lazy to post 'em :P .

Yesterday, I think it was such a good luck to have seen a rainbow that close & clearly. It's safe to say that it was a first time to see it hampir banar =) so I took a pic of it with my "NOKIA" phone :PP (cuba kamu liat~ even the quality of the picture boleh tahan jua kan? - sampat lagi tu) . So right, I got so excited over zat rainbow because si Barney has been influencing me with his songs!!! And also all the other colourful cartoons. Macam yesterday, I had to endure the ze Dora the Explorer for 30 mins ... and she had to save the baby pink dolphin by bringing her back to ze mother pink dolphin who lives right where the rainbow comes out from. and OMG, the journey had its obstacles like ze waterfall!! And as an audience, I had to navigate her (ENERGETICALLY!) to go left and right and good thing she listened to me, THANK GOD! :PPP She listens well.

I was also watching the album of the 'LAME PARIEHS'. This group of people is one of the most talented people I've ever seen performing through HANDPHONES. Like seriously, they'd win mTV if they were to join it!! I'd get their autographs in miliseconds if I see them! My compliments to you people :PPPPPPP . Only one person knows what random tai I'm saying.. Ehehee.

Something v. sweet:

The fragrance of our friendship,

Sweeter than the morning dew

The radiance of our friendship,

Twinkles prettier than young stars

That day I met you, my heart opened up,

Warm thoughts and firm trust permeates

through us,

The deepest secrets we revealed,

The deeper crushes lie concealed

As days passes by, my heart sang out,

Realised I had found a rare friend in you,

You who calmy hears my sorrows,

You who brightens up tomorrows

Alas, soon one day I shall say Good Bye,

Nostalgic memories will fade away,

I wrote this poem to show you,

And hope it would truly please you

The beauty of our friendship,

Full of grace, like a butterful

The secret of our Friendship,

Bittersweet and just implicit!

Thank You =)

OFF TO SCHTUDY :D.

I'm such a rajin Blogger.

Why is it that I tend to blog more when Exam approaches?

Did nothing much for the day. I had a great intention to raya at one of my best friends', Nurul Ain. However, I had problems with transportation and also with the fact that a v. V. LAST MINUTE CALL for tuition came up. Pfft. LOL. But atleast, I managed to revise through my STATS. Sorry, Ain.

Mummy & Daddy went to jog at Damuan after that. Knowing nothing of the plan, I wore Baju Kurung. Antah mengapa. Hahaha.. just in the mood, I guess. So, I planned to stroll around and just take few shots of the place. That wouldn't be possible as well. *Sigh, my left foot is temporarily disabled and I don't wanna be seen walking like a CLOWN. So, I just continued my STATS in the car and listened to Bruneian radio, Crystal FM. There was this competition to win the tickets to watch HSM3 at Empire. And I was thinking of taking part since them kids crazed for the movie :D . hehehe. But naaaah, I malas listen to radio :P .

Holding a pen atu kira belajar lah tu... eheh.

And noo.. that's my angan2 look .. not my study look :P ..

My study look = Orang nada mood usulnya :P

Went to CA. Mohd after that. Last time I went here was like 3 weeks ago.. with friends. I ordered the usual thing: Roti Telor :P . But my current addiction now is no more MILO PINK/ICE MILO.. It'sssssssssssssss HORLICK PINK!! OH NYAMM! totally seductive mann! haha.

Anywaysss, I just flicked through Mr. Rare's blog and found his latest post v. important.

The Quran had mentioned that every each one of us have our own flaws. He then continued with a Prophet saying that "Barangsiapa yang menutup aib orang laen, Allah akan menutup aibnya" Whoever covers the flaws of the others will have his or her flaws coverd by Allah. I think what it's saying there is that we should respect the others of their flaws instead of publicising it.

IN OUR MODERN LANGUAGE, it'd be... KIDS! STOP BIT*HING ABOUT! (backstabbing!) or IN BRUNEI, ADANG TAH NGUCAP! !

I seriously want to improve myself by working on that. Insyaallah. I have said this once before in my previous blog ... we must accept people's flaws and try to adapt to it. Thank You, Mr. Rare for posting that one up. Good lesson for me :) .

*Sigh.. Three days of holiday is gone now.... Tomorrow, I have many things to do in mind ie. ask series of questions to the HEU. Hmm... I hope I would get some serious answers from them 'cause maybe then I can decide FOR REAL.

To the person who had succesfully made the "SUSHI BOMB" . Congratulations :D .. Just don't ever let that thing come CLOSER than 5 MILES to me. Eyekkhh!

Currently addicted to:

P.Pop's BUKAN SUPERSTAR!

Exploring further.

Today was quite fun. Fun in a sense that... I haven't been out for a long time and that I have been wishing for a fresh air! I joined my parents to the hospital. My dad had to go for a check-up while I managed to revise through alot of the chemistry syllabus. My weak parts are at Equilibria and few of the equations which needs to be memorised. Sigh. There's just a LOT but generally, I am satisfied with all the theories now. It's the practical that makes me gulp 24 hours. And on Thurs, I shall face my destiny.

This woman made me laugh to death in the car. I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED, YUM!!

OMFRIKINGOD!

Anyways, I finally got to see RIPAS after quite a long time. Nothing much have changed. I've always liked the calmness you get here and the people are just nice "Duh..??" . Went to PANTAI JERUDONG then. OMG.. It's been a long time! Hehehe. Actually around a month or so... I went here as well with my sister but it was at a different section (A more peaceful place) . Sigh... I enjoy the cool breeze :) no wonder many couples go here for a date! =P . And I've never experienced that sort of date.. Pfffft! So, my mum was here for the pasar.

One month ago. With Kaka & them!!

I discovered that the building was a part of the EMPIRE HOTEL.

DAYANA TERSAYANG :)

AND THIS WAS THE PASAR WE WENT TO, TODAY :)

Tell you what, the further down you go, the more revolting the smell gets. Haha... indeed, I am not used to it. So as I walking with my camera on my hand and some icky stuff on the other, a familiar tune was suddenly struck into my ears. It was repetitive that gave me some time to realise that it must have been from my past. And then, as I rummaged through the brain, some scenes started to flicker inside my head. I sped up passing the dead fishes and the unhygienic cats and as I raced to its noise, I finally got the name and saw it on its own little van. I was right:

"Mister Softy". I remember a nice guy who worked there whom I first saw at Gadong and saw the next year again (as I returned to Brunei for another holiday) at our Simpang in Jerudong. He was still as friendly as ever and I never doubt that he had forgotten me.

The one marked in red circle! =D . OH NYAM!!!

My mouth was watering like hell for it and another brainstorm was formed in my head..

"Man.. that tune sure knows how attract people! Come on, Jah! You're going to Aminah Arif jua after this! Would you wish to have the curvy kind or the totally roundy one?? EXACTLY MAN, think of how many calories are put in those sweet stuff! But... I haven't had those in like 5 years.. back when Adriana was only 2 or 1. And who knows when I'll bump into them again?? :( PFFFFFFFFT! JAH! YOU'RE LIVING IN BRUNEI ALREADY! You're never going to escape this so-called "heaven" of yours. So STOP THINKING and just help your mum pick those fishies. Eww.. disgusting man! .. Leh, atu pun! just dont think more and don't you dare go there. But but~ look at this kid beside me... Those creamy stuff he's licking right infront of me! Well....... would you look at him go! Hmm, having a lil doesn't really hurt now to think of it, sikit sja tapi. But you know, if you think MOOOREE about it, it would seriously be fattening especially since you have that function to go tonight!"

And they continue to argue until in the end, it was too late to have any! HAHAHA. And I've been crazy these days. I talk to myself like the convo. up there. I KNOW!! CRAZY RIGHT?? BUT I CAN'T STOP IT! IT HELPS ME TO DECIDE ON THINGS (considering the fact that I'm indecisive). It seriously works and I even get to bitch about someone to myself! HAHAHA.. LIKE "Eh.. orang atu ah.. mmbari sasak eh.. cuba pikirkan hati ORANG KAH!!! AWU BAH! PALOI EH!" Okay .. yeah .. now it seems too crazy. HAHAHA. I'll stop humiliating now then. And sometimes, I even think it's the divine voice from above. Okay, I'll stop it now. Shit man, that was all too much. Yes, I am crazy.. I know I know. That's it.. I'm stopping.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYS, Aminah Arif then. Met another relative though unfamiliar. He was friendly .. like extremely friendly. HAHAHA I CALL ANYONE THAT NOWADAYS :P It's either "super" or "extremely" . PFFT. hehe, And rupa2nyaaa~ he's an MD teacher! and I was like.. NO WONDEEERRR I recognise that spec of his :) . And he brought me to a conversation and was really surprised how he seemed close with my parents. Yes, so many surprising things just keep facing me here. Newbie bah.. Newbie!

The function that night... it was pretty fun. I get to hear some stories and saw my parents having fun with their cliques! The cake was sooo Le-Apple-like.. as in.. GOOD!! Rasa ice creamnya atu sama baah. Suka ku tu! NYAM! And I saw him. Alas.... it's been TOO long and unbelievably, I still remember him...an object from my past. I still do.....

I leave you with a korean-like picture of Dayana I just took. Hehe, emo berabis!

TO SIR RICKOOO~ (you know who you are) , I am so worried of that cut you made :( . PLEASE BE CAREFUL NEXT TIME!!!

TO KWKWWW/YUM/ANAK #6~ DID YOU CALL ? SORRY, ARAH RUMAH TGH. HJ MAIL tadi~~ WE CAME HOME PRETTY LATE. GO ONLINE BAAAAAAHHH :((( . MISS YOU LIKE HELL. AND you will have visitors next week ;) look forward to it k :DDDD . DAMN IT!!! I WANNA GO TO KL MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! Righ when I finished dying to live in Brunei, I just miss KL so much.. malar jua sudah ku cakap kan ? hahaha.

night lads & lassies.

PS. WOOHOO! WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT MANN! I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO PUT FEW PICS UP THERE~ WOHOOO! WOHOOO WOHOO !!!! (kes kambang nii)

The "Ambung" Me.

if you're HANDSOME and you treat ze women extremely friendly...

you're gonna hurt a lot of them~, seriously.

somehow, i think being "ambung" is just better for you people =/ .

Anyways, despite all that, another criticism had been thrown at me for being "ambung". LOL, it just brought me back to the old days. I remember doing so to Medina ( Miss you girl )= ) back in MIGS . It was a funny phase during when our friendship had yet to grow. I found Lutec already and have gotten to know most of the friends. So, in my heart, I was like "Aahh~ I don't feel like getting to know any newbies laa." And hahahaha~ even though, Meddie sat next to me in Chem class ... I just looked the other way and completely ignored her. Maaf ya med! Kok g bisa judess gitu sihh! Hahahaha~ But in the end, I think it was Lutec who brought us together :P . Miss the moments with you two eg. MAKAN ESKRIM AT THE PRIMARY SECTION, DOING OUR SO CALLED PREFECT DUTY :P :P . Hahahaha~ Can we ever bring those days back again :( ??

And then there goes MAHSA, my college before I left Msia for MD. I saw Hema sitting alone in a class that I was instructed to go into. I put on my friendly mode and started introducing myself to her and chat CHAT chat. Then after 15-30 mins or so, Syu came into the room. And in my heart goes "I've got Hema already. Hmmm, no need to put on my friendly mode to her lah"... and only now I'm saying "WTF WAS WRONG WITH ME??" hahahaa. And then, after 5 months... there was Kat~ whom I totally TOTALLY ignored. WTH??? hahahaa~ I'm so sorry people.

I'll tell you something just to back me up why I'm pretty ambung: I had the worst experiences during primary.. back in Indonesia. I dont want to revive those memories. Other than that, those who are my relatives... I know I'm AWFULLY ambung! Please PLEASE PLEASEEEE, I can't stop it BAH.. I dont know HOW! Hahaha.. there's this one dude who said "err.. just BE friendly" . Pffft. I'll try atleast ... Too nervous saja .. I get all fidgetty. And then, I'd be enountering a thousand of guilts in me heart. Susah eh Susah! :P

I just want to say. I've said this thousand times. I make the WORST out of first impressions, mainly for being sombong/ambung. It's a crazy habit of mine :( but you should all know that, within my heart, I always say "I wish I can start a conversation with you... but I just dont know...... how :( ". But one thing is funny. When I'm friendly, I am known for being TOO friendly that just scare them. ARGH, WHY AM I NOT CONSISTENT, MAN!

I'd stop whining there :P I wanna insert old pictures here. Tapi kan... again.. Hahaha... I'm too frikin' LAZY. And I'm seriously bummed out from my maths exam. So moodku = ARGH. hehehe. But I'm still nice ... dont worry. Alrighty then, I love you all. Missing those in KL! :) . Somehow, memories I have built there aren't enough.

Hahaha another sad tone yea? Antah ah... I still feel out of place sometimes here. Pfft. Normal thing when you're still adapting to it. And tomorrow, there's a school thing at ICC .. and I'm still deciding whether I shall go for it or not. HAHAHA, atu pun! And OMG, I just found somehow who's SOOO like me. We have so many things in common. Hahaha~ it's just amazing bah.

My heart to blog is gradually decreasing. Sigh, I feel bad. Goodnight Lads.

AS EXAMS! BEGINNN!

8.30pm and I just returned home with my school uniform still on. Tuesdays & Wednesdays are both taking me ages to go through 'em. I do have the most fun out of it with friends. And thank god, Saturday is a holiday~ that means I can have a long weekend rest from ALL these tiring days. WOHOOO~

About that quiting plan. This particular someone just gave me these second thoughts!!! AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! Like I've said... I'm indecisive. But somehow, I seriously value his opinions, probably because he's open and critical. He said he was against it. I don't really grasped the reason to it well and it did made me wander in my own tiny brain for quite a while but in the end~ he finally said he wouldn't recommended me to do it but if he was in my shoes, he would choose to do it. And his points to this was exactly the same as to the reasons why I want to quit. AND FINALLYYY~ that got me pretty satisfied! ATLEAST kan~ HE WOULD "DO IT" .. but pfft.. he still wouldn't recommend me to do it... pfft.

Anyways.. I can't really type more out of today. I mean, a lot had happened... but I'm just too tired to narrate it all. Plus with all the exams... argh. I've been considerably LAZY and only tonight I feel the fear of the paper that will be set infront of me. Yes, examinations are commenced as of tomorow and I'm not ready for PRACTICAL. Ya Allah, please guide me well for the preparations! Atleast tomorow is P1 Maths. I did pretty well for the Mocks and hopefully, I can do better for the paper tomorow. WISH ME LUCK!!! ESPECIALLY YOU, YUM!

To my Lovely Kwkw !!

I just received a phone from Yum.. and we ALL miss dearly!!!!
Love you, KWKW!! I MISS YOU SO BLOODY MUCH!!!! Take Care ah!!!
Belajar Banar2 .. just think that it will soon end and you will leave to Brunei... WITH US :)))))
I'm watching ANOTHER CINDERELLA STORY :) not bad la cetanyaa.. and i'm soo interested in that Mamma Mia !! :DDDD
Goodnight!! SLEEP TIGHT !! Just CHAT / CALL IF ANYTHIGN!!
LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER !!