I needed the fresh air.

It's only my first day of holiday and I'm already bored T_____T . Okay, I may not have been a total study-holic but I did enjoy having a bit of pressure from the studies 'cause you know, atleast there's something to challenge yourself with! I know right! Farah and Zureen was like 0___O when I said this. hahahaha!

Anyways, had a little bit of shopping spree and spent an enormous amount of money: $120 for well.. a lot of things. "-_- i bought some clothes for some people and some stationary stuff for the nieces and some food/medicine at NW. Oh no, I also have to pay an extra $40 for Cumby's jersey and the whole school photo (deliberately tho)! I am not proud ;( I should be saving up for my hand therapy. I'll be better, I promise. but I was amazed to see my account book all empty for this month :) Alhamdulillah.

Oh yea, throughout the whole outing, me and lem did a little VLOG-ing. hahaha, i gave my camera a thorough look-see of Cumby and some parts of the town as if we were some sort of tourists. Atleast I enjoyed it :) .

Lem & I had just finished watching 10,000 BC and it was quite goooood :) . I enjoyed it and the adventure it brought us into. I really think Lem over-enjoyed it tho :P :P :P ! Seriously, she couldn't stop SCREAMING (even tho there wasn't any ghosts..... or anything to scream about?) or going all "OMG! SO CUTEEEE! HENSEM EH.. OMG OMG OMG" . My ears died. Seriously.

Nada wa lem :) . Anyways, don't be surprised that I'm back because I AM (to clear out all the dust in the blog!) but I wont be bothered with pictures so don't expect any. All writing! I SWEAR! :P hehehe but hopefully nothing depressing. I promise I won't write about HUBS for the third time..................... speaking of HUBS, I really sincerely hope I will be fine. Ya Allah, mudah2an saja. Man seriously if ada second chance, I pro-- .. oh yea, no HUBS talk. FINE ;( ! haha

Ok, I love you all :)

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOM!

My exams are officially done.

but i feel rather insecure. my HUBS... oh HUBS.

Ya Allah.

I am dreading the finals.

Not much I can say...

HUBS did not go well. I am dissapointed.... with 2nd sem. 1st sem was all good you know: I wasn't very commited to my studies, I even slept in lectures MOST of the time... but the determination and the skills to cope with last-minute studies and revision were there. Even tho I commented the exam as only an "okay"... I was confident atleast to get the marks I needed and I got A which really made me proud. honestly.

but this time round, i knew it wasn't an A at all. Heck, if it's a B.. I'd be surprised. It was THAT bad... even before the exam, I had seen it already. The way I studies this sem had many faults in them and what made it worst was the fact that I had grown lazier... 1st sem was lazy enough but like I said, I got through with the right skills. Atleast that's what I think. Hence, the my grades have degraded in HUBS. Hopefully not a C, tho. How unfortunate that this is only the beginning of the finals ;( . a... bad sign... indeed.

InsyaAllah. I'll TRY harder (maybe.. i just can't trust myself anymore) for biochem.

InsyaAllah la....

man, i just wish i can blame you for everything.

but ofcourse, my studies is my responsibility. no one else's.

so i know everything is my fault. haih... "--_____-- ..

hopefully, it's a B. Amin.

I hope I will do well.

I have a lot of to do's in my list and hence, a lot of things to worry about. Darns! I am, ofcourse, trying to settle everything at one go but that's quite impossible for most. Hahaha like exams (I can't really bring that earlier, can I? nor do i want to anyway!), my presentation (ready but still nervous), my essay etc etc etccc !

Ok, musn't get too worked up. I probably am from the worst nap I had this afternoon... I think. Had it after watching GLADIATOR XD (it was so gooooood). As some would know, I hardly nap nowadays... in fact, I don't think I have napped for the past months since I've been going to afternoon lectures instead of the morning ones. Truth is, I hate morning ones. I just can't focus well. And all my brain ever wanted (whenever I went for them) was to get my body to shut down and bring me to never-ever land. So can you imagine what happened when I went for my HUBS lecture this morning? I snored. Now that I remember, I think I did snore. I initially thot I was awake when I did that for a booger beneath my nose and I answered so when Lem asked me, "Did you snore??" but now I'm thinking, "Jah, seriously... why the hell would you make such a loud noise for a booger?" . Enough said. It may just be the last time I go for my morning classes.

So yeah, worst nap + stomach ache = tired me. I did my presentation tho! :D Alhamdulillah that's all sorted and ready for (insyaAllah) Wednesday. It's not that difficult since it's about "glucometer", something that I can relate to because mummy uses it.... or rather, used it. I've got a few things to do tomorrow. One most important one would be my appointment at 11am.

Gna get two needles pierced through me for two vaccinations for two different diseases.

I want to watch Russel Crowe!

STUDY ZONE at Cumberland College starts tomorrow (Less than a month to go for our final exams) So last night was a hectic drinking night for all of them. I swear, the lift smells of urine and the third and fourth floor (below) smells disgustingly terrible. ew. ew. ew. i just wonder what happened. on the second thought tho, i prefer not to know. ew.

Tonight was supposed to be a lazy movie night: GLADIATOR! :D Aku mau RUSSEL CROWE bah! Sipun jua ya tua sudah ah, he is still rockingly.. er... LOVABLE!

what made me want to watch it (So badly) is the new Russel Crowe's movie: ROBIN HOOD. Gila eh, so good. I loved every moment of it. It was everything I expected it to be :) . I just love Cate Blancett!

Sadly, GLADIATOR never happened 'cause the disc has gone rusty kali that it couldn't be played by my laptop. ofcourse, our first option was to watch it at the tv room of Zurin's corridor since it's very cozy there. however, the owang potehs couching there changed our mind and now, with the disc itself going all bitchy with my laptop, everything's basically canceled. oh wells, guess my date with Lem :P is just ain't happening. hahaha, and since we're very persistent, we're gna try it again tomorrow afternoon :) . so yea, since it happened that way, i thought it's like sign... a message or some sort that's begging me to stop fooling around and maybe, perhaps........................... open my books.

Ofcourse.........
that's not happening. Ever :P (kidding)

Anyways, if the disc won't work with the Xbox (at the tvroom) tomorrow then I'm gna head to Video Ezy and exchange it with a better one X( ! Aku. Mau. GLADIATOR. (sah dipanggil hantu movie)

I love the aftermath of exams!

i'm gna stay up so late! because i CAN!

just maybe, though.
still thinking..... hmm.....