Life As It Is.
Wednesday, 8 December 2010
Blow Me Away.
Sunday, 21 November 2010
I am NEVER EVER staying at Belait Hospital. EVER!
The next day, I decided to confront Hamdi. And ONLY THEN did he start telling me the truth about the place, the fact that a lot of the workers beside Hamdi himself experienced things... like a hot nurse walking by with an old uniform who was heading to a dead-end, children laughters everywhere, curtains flicking etc etc.
And I told Hamdi that I heard people beside the wall. And guess what he said? That place has been empty for many years. It used to be the pediatrics department and now, there's just nothing against the wall, like a space to another building, a building where bodies are kept. Faloi eh Faloi. And then I asked about the machines if it has some sort of NIGHT mode and ofcourse.... there's just no... such... thing.
Anyways, Kiman's story is different. He actually confronted with it. Not a story to share in a blog! HAHA.
Thursday, 11 November 2010
I am loving my days.
As all may know, I’ve been hanging around the hospital almost all day for the past week and I’m not complaining because this place has always been like a second home to me (well, to papa mostly) and hanging out with mama and papa is something I adore anyway! Today is quite relaxing though because I only left home at 1:30pm as papa had been given a half day off considering that it’s Friday.
He said he doesn’t really need it though because he’s grown attached to the exclusive room. “At home, I don’t really having anything do anyway,” said he to the nurse. “This room is already pretty much enough for me. I have my laptop so I can do my work and since there aren’t many visitors [not a lot of people know that my dad is admitted yet again], it’s just like a peaceful home to me except for the treatment of course. Nganya nada printer. Payah kan print!” Hahaha man, he’s so cute. I love that he’s striving really hard to survive the cancer that’s been going on for the past 3 years and plus. His spirit is just inspirational! Go daddy!
Leaving in 3 months…. Shoot, don’t think about it Jah. Leave the thoughts. Leave the thoughts. Leave the thoughts. Left ‘em.
“Ah, maxudnya?”
“Err… pengakuan = confession kan ma?”
“……….. sekali?”
“ Tadi aku drive.”
*big eyes* “Haaaaahhhhh Sama si kiman tapinya kan? Sama tangah kah?”
“….. err…”
“Inda eh, bukan sama aku,” said Tangah.
“Aku sorang, ma HEHEHE *with a smile as big as a cow’s buttocks*. Aku aga sengkurong and then aga pertama ampir rumah. EHEHEHE”
*eyes popped out from shock* “Ahhhhhhh.. ampun ku Jah, sampai hati mu jah nagnagnagnagnagnag”
“Eh, inda apa tuu. Biar tia ya blajar bah Ni. Sampai bila tah kan ya bedangan draibing ani. Aku menyuruh ya tadi pagi tu. Inda apa, asal saja na jauh,” explained Tangah. Mama stared at Tangah with her mouth opened.
“Inda, Inda. Si pijah na boleh” said Mama. “Tunggu ya tuha dulu barutah!”
”26 tahun!”
“26 tahunnnnn???” I asked in disbelief.
“awu! 26 tahun!”
“Yang lain inda jua sampai 26 tahun. Kaka, Si yum, ramzi, hamdi??”
“Pasal. Kau. CLUMSY!”
“…………………………. Ok. True.”
I still don’t understand why it has to be 26 though? So does that mean like after 26, on the 4th of July, I will no longer be clumsy??? Haha. I don’t know how she could come up with 26. Honestly. She’s also been nagging me 24 hours. But that’s typical of mama. Sometimes, it can drive me crazy but really, I only look at her intention and heart, never at her tone. Those are the only things that matter. And one thing about her is that she CAN’T STOP CLEANING. My dad’s been complaining about it as well: “Kami baru ja sampai rah bilik ah. Mamamu pusing2 tah tu. Cuci atu, cuci ani. Ambil atu, ambil ani. Aga sana, Aga sini. Padahal bilik atu kana cuci dah uleh pembersih yg baru masuk ah. Mata ku pusing2 bah mliat mama mu ani. Paning pala tarus. Cubatah duduk dulu, beceta2 dulu. Panyap, panyap, panyap. Bila tah kn beceta2 sama aku? Nada bah ;( ”
HAHAHA. I laughed so hard. My dad was always trying to get her attention by various ways whenever she does her stuff, cleaning here and there (which is like… every 2-3 minutes “-_-). It hardly leads to any success though. Haha they’re so cute together. Seriously, they’ve given me so much smiles and laughter..
Anyways, so yesterday I drove home at night. Yay! My first time driving during the night and I tell you, Kiman’s been quiet next to me. No more “Jah liat cermin, Jah.” or “Signal dulu” or “Pelan aja jah” or “Ehhh.. jangan gitu!!!” or “Pinggir sikit Jah. Jangan terlalu deket” or “AWAS!” “HATI-HATI JAH!” Yahoo! That’s a good sign! So I’ve been better. He never complimented anything though but I know myself better so I don’t really bother to hear any. MWAHAHA, self-centred much.